God, 

Here I am naked trying to communicate with you so please listen and hear my prayers! I miss writing, I miss praying, I miss being ever so close to you! Here is the issue, the world is demanding and demands so many things until the world says I’m ready but...  

you say, “sweet child,” 

“You are ready and prepared!” I have given you the tools in the last three and a half years to start to move mountains. You are so close!”

Lord, earthly standards needs me to pass a test. Then I’ll keep up with my education in fitness, ordained pastorship and life coaching! Please help me keep up in my earthly world Certifications! 

My prayer tonight to you is this! I want to have a slower paced life where I’m fully caring about my children and husband but dabbling In helping the world when my energy calls me to it! I’ll need breaks and time to retreat to be with you! Please help me move my life in this direction to serve your people but make my family #1 after you of course and Lord please give me time to retreat where needed! 

In Jesus name I pray! 

Amen!