Saturday, August 31, 2019

An open letter to my Grandma Weaver:

Dear Grandma Weaver,

I asked my sister Jessica recently who lives by you how old you are and she said 90! First of all I want to say Happy Birthday! For some reason my soul said ask and I  knew it was a SPECIAL Birthday to celebrate recently!!!

I just want you to know that I miss you! I wish I had a better relationship with you but for some reason the world always kept us at great distance!....  Which always confused me... I was watching a show recently and the grandma was so close to the grand child. I’ll be honest it made me feel sad because I wish I was close to my 90 year old grandmother who is still walking (driving 😄) and blessing this earth!!

I know you do not fully accept or understand my radical all in Evangelical Life Style but...  just so you know I will always love and miss you! If you want me to come visit I’ll be there but I have felt you want to keep me at a distance! Not sure what is true!? This is my heartbeat and effort to reach you! ❤️

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- Although I am constantly advised not to reveal my Christian status....
- Love me or hate me this is WHO I AM!....

                             - Evangelist Lea Michelle

Wednesday, August 28, 2019

Letters to God - Year 3

Our pet bird died tonight from a broken neck because he flew into a window. The same week I broke my foot! So it’s left me in deep thought tonight. What is God trying to tell me...  I think I need to slow down and spend more time with Him! I’ve been feeling kinda lonely lately as I just have to lay down and rest a lot. I told God I needed Him to show up today. A nice lady from our church brought us dinner. We talked and then she held my hands and prayed over me. I felt the spirit of God  answer my request for the day and it created tears of joy which swelled out of my eyeballs. There has been people in my past which may say Michelle likes the attention, well guess what I’ll admit to it. Yes, I feel most loved by God when others show love, kindness and care for me when I’m not at my bes! I see and feel God through people so you bet I I love when He is attentive to answering my prayers. He always shines through for me!

Thank you Jesus for being attentive to my needs today! Tomorrow’s a new day and I’m never giving up on trusting you even through these unforeseen gloomy clouds!

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Lea Michelle