468 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Shorter Than expected*
The pain that you are feeling can't compare to the joy that is coming. Romans 8:18
My son the other day was telling me how he's not friends with one of his best friends anymore. He said it so matter of fact. I asked, "Well, are you okay with that?" He thought about it and said yes it's okay mom, he now just plays on a different playground."
Don't we all wish life could be this simple? Instead of looking at losing friends as a death you simply think oh it's okay they are just playing on a different playground.
I remember when I was about nine I got in a fight with my best friend Amy. We started being friends when we were two and I thought we would be friends forever. That day we ended our friendship. I wish I had my sons child like perspective but even then my sensitive heart beat slower. I laid on the couch balling my eyes out not knowing if I should keep trying or just let go. Her mom rang the doorbell that day to offer me klenexes and a hug. I don't think she ever knew how much that comforted my heart. In that moment we both knew me and Amy's sweet friendship was over but now looking back that warm hug and Kleenex box were indeed my closure.
I am now 35 and going through the same feelings with another friend. This time I know this; It's the heart aches that mold and shape us and where there is pain there will one day be immeasurable joy. God will deliver us from all sadness one day.
The Challenge:
Ever lose a best friend? It's painful but I do believe it's apart of growth and moving forward in this glorious life. Don't be angry or bitter when a friend leaves simply be happy about the moments you once had together. It's a blessing to have some people in our lives even if it's shorter than expected.
Saturday, December 31, 2016
Friday, December 30, 2016
467 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Trust their Walk*
For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
The Lord is growing me quickly again.
I'm not sure if something big is about to happen or if he's just simply working to grow me quickly because he needs me more grounded to share his word.
I've been questioned a lot lately and I know this is a part of God preparing my heart. As you have known since Day One the Lord told me to write. So I have been a faithful servant to writing about the good, the bad and the ugly. In being a writer my fleshy flaws will be displayed because that is what a servant of Christ does, they show all their weaknesses to allow his grace to be sufficient. This is how a person is used!
The other challenge I've come across with this new concept of sharing my walk with Christ for all to see is some look upon it as a selfish or self motivated approach.
I am of the flesh but I do know three things that God promises to his people who share his word! We are created in his image, his grace will guide us and we can do all things through he who gives us strength!
When God asked me to share my journey I had three choices... Feed Christians everything they want to hear (which I could do), feed universal religion to those that believe in many paths or I could be HONEST with how my walk with God is every step of the way! I'd assume you would prefer me to be honest? I'm hoping you said yes and guess what God wanted me to be honest too!
After I claimed Christ as my king the Lord has been leading me. What the Lord uses me for may not look right to some but the Lord says to all of us that we do not know what he is doing but one day we will. That's apart of having trust in him! Another great promise I know of my Lord is this, he wants US all to grow and prosper! He does NOT want to harm us but rather simply trust him. No matter if we are walking on hot coals or walking on water, we are to trust him! We as Christians trust if we surrender our hearts to Christ he is leading us daily and guiding us through.
The Challenge:
A tough question for discussion. I do not know the answer!
If we do not trust our Lord is guiding our fellow brother or sisters who have accepted Christ in their heart, then how can we say that we trust our Lord? Isn't trusting our Lord Jesus Christ about trusting not only our own walks but trusting how he uses, teaches and guides others in their lives as well?
*Trust their Walk*
For I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you. Plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11
The Lord is growing me quickly again.
I'm not sure if something big is about to happen or if he's just simply working to grow me quickly because he needs me more grounded to share his word.
I've been questioned a lot lately and I know this is a part of God preparing my heart. As you have known since Day One the Lord told me to write. So I have been a faithful servant to writing about the good, the bad and the ugly. In being a writer my fleshy flaws will be displayed because that is what a servant of Christ does, they show all their weaknesses to allow his grace to be sufficient. This is how a person is used!
The other challenge I've come across with this new concept of sharing my walk with Christ for all to see is some look upon it as a selfish or self motivated approach.
I am of the flesh but I do know three things that God promises to his people who share his word! We are created in his image, his grace will guide us and we can do all things through he who gives us strength!
When God asked me to share my journey I had three choices... Feed Christians everything they want to hear (which I could do), feed universal religion to those that believe in many paths or I could be HONEST with how my walk with God is every step of the way! I'd assume you would prefer me to be honest? I'm hoping you said yes and guess what God wanted me to be honest too!
After I claimed Christ as my king the Lord has been leading me. What the Lord uses me for may not look right to some but the Lord says to all of us that we do not know what he is doing but one day we will. That's apart of having trust in him! Another great promise I know of my Lord is this, he wants US all to grow and prosper! He does NOT want to harm us but rather simply trust him. No matter if we are walking on hot coals or walking on water, we are to trust him! We as Christians trust if we surrender our hearts to Christ he is leading us daily and guiding us through.
The Challenge:
A tough question for discussion. I do not know the answer!
If we do not trust our Lord is guiding our fellow brother or sisters who have accepted Christ in their heart, then how can we say that we trust our Lord? Isn't trusting our Lord Jesus Christ about trusting not only our own walks but trusting how he uses, teaches and guides others in their lives as well?
Thursday, December 29, 2016
466 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Anxious*
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer, and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. Philippians 4:6
My sweet Lord,
Tonight I feel so restless, bored and anxious! This feeling popped up out of no where and I do not like it. What is this?
I know I know patience, be still and wait. I feel as though I have waited so long for the things I have worked so hard on to begin to bloom. I just know I am at the tail end of waiting for this book of mine to be published and the birth of our ministry to start.
Since you know me you know that I am always the most impatient heart right before I get to the finish line just to re start another race of course. I know you will forgive my impatient heart. I know this time is a test to see just how still I can be when that is what you ask for. Ahhh I am not good at this part but with you and only you I shall be okay and wait. I trust you.
The Challenge:
Ever feel anxious and not sure why? Take out your phone, open to notes and pour your heart out to God! I promise your clarity on your anxiousness will then come like a tidal wave!
*Anxious*
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer, and petition, with thanksgiving, present your request to God. Philippians 4:6
My sweet Lord,
Tonight I feel so restless, bored and anxious! This feeling popped up out of no where and I do not like it. What is this?
I know I know patience, be still and wait. I feel as though I have waited so long for the things I have worked so hard on to begin to bloom. I just know I am at the tail end of waiting for this book of mine to be published and the birth of our ministry to start.
Since you know me you know that I am always the most impatient heart right before I get to the finish line just to re start another race of course. I know you will forgive my impatient heart. I know this time is a test to see just how still I can be when that is what you ask for. Ahhh I am not good at this part but with you and only you I shall be okay and wait. I trust you.
The Challenge:
Ever feel anxious and not sure why? Take out your phone, open to notes and pour your heart out to God! I promise your clarity on your anxiousness will then come like a tidal wave!
Wednesday, December 28, 2016
465 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*The Average are called*
I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent will be frustrated. 1 Corinthians 1:19
We are all called to share Christ but many times we are told that only a scholar, pastor or person with a masters in theology can share Gods words.
Yes intelligence is important and I learn so much from them but here is the thing. The Bible was created for everyone to be able to read. The Bible was made for children and those with disabilities. Gods word through Christ speaks to everyone!
In 1 Corinthians Paul discusses this topic. Paul's message to the Corinthians was to keep the gospel message simple. Paul says you do not have to be a great speaker but the most important thing is content. If one has strong content the Holy Spirit can work with you through all the other details to capture your audience attention.
The Bible has a simple message and far too often it gets complicated through mans worldly wisdom. God says being wise by the worlds standards is not the value but being wise simply through the Holy Spirit guiding is the greatest value of all. Wisdom dose not come by scholarly acknowledgement but wisdom does in fact get gifted by Christ the king himself.
The Challenge:
We can read and memorized the Bible 100's of times but that is not where true wisdom comes. True wisdom flows once we surrender our heart to sharing the gospel and despite its challenges we persevere because we trust our Lord leading us!
*The Average are called*
I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent will be frustrated. 1 Corinthians 1:19
We are all called to share Christ but many times we are told that only a scholar, pastor or person with a masters in theology can share Gods words.
Yes intelligence is important and I learn so much from them but here is the thing. The Bible was created for everyone to be able to read. The Bible was made for children and those with disabilities. Gods word through Christ speaks to everyone!
In 1 Corinthians Paul discusses this topic. Paul's message to the Corinthians was to keep the gospel message simple. Paul says you do not have to be a great speaker but the most important thing is content. If one has strong content the Holy Spirit can work with you through all the other details to capture your audience attention.
The Bible has a simple message and far too often it gets complicated through mans worldly wisdom. God says being wise by the worlds standards is not the value but being wise simply through the Holy Spirit guiding is the greatest value of all. Wisdom dose not come by scholarly acknowledgement but wisdom does in fact get gifted by Christ the king himself.
The Challenge:
We can read and memorized the Bible 100's of times but that is not where true wisdom comes. True wisdom flows once we surrender our heart to sharing the gospel and despite its challenges we persevere because we trust our Lord leading us!
Tuesday, December 27, 2016
464 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*His Voice*
For I know the one In whom I trust and I am sure that he is able. 2 Timothy 1:12 NLT
Learning to walk with Christ is all about listening to the Lords voice and recognizing his voice over mans.
Mans voice will tell you things don't look or sound right and most listen to that! Satan has corrupted Gods voice.
Most people will feel the urge to do something but then fear holds them back. Most people really want to stand up and make a difference but then listen to Satan whom says, "That's foolish and a waste of time."
So what does Gods voice sound like? When you are walking with the spirit it's a constant nudge...
I had been having dreams about a guy friend from college. Then I kept thinking about him. Man will say I'm wasting energy on that dangerous thought but God said differently. God told me to give him a message. I know... this does not look right in Mans eyes and I could have had fear that he thought I was hitting on him but I wasn't. I said, "Lord really?" And when I realized I was worried more about how man would perceive my actions rather then God clarity came and I instant messaged him the message.
The next day he wrote back saying that he appreciated me reaching out because he was in fact going through challenges and Gods words coming through fit and made sense. That's grace!
The Challenge:
Are you hearing Gods voice or mans voice.? feel a constant nudge to do the very thing you dread? Well, do it and #DoSomething! By saying yes; This my friend is how light MOVES!!
*His Voice*
For I know the one In whom I trust and I am sure that he is able. 2 Timothy 1:12 NLT
Learning to walk with Christ is all about listening to the Lords voice and recognizing his voice over mans.
Mans voice will tell you things don't look or sound right and most listen to that! Satan has corrupted Gods voice.
Most people will feel the urge to do something but then fear holds them back. Most people really want to stand up and make a difference but then listen to Satan whom says, "That's foolish and a waste of time."
So what does Gods voice sound like? When you are walking with the spirit it's a constant nudge...
I had been having dreams about a guy friend from college. Then I kept thinking about him. Man will say I'm wasting energy on that dangerous thought but God said differently. God told me to give him a message. I know... this does not look right in Mans eyes and I could have had fear that he thought I was hitting on him but I wasn't. I said, "Lord really?" And when I realized I was worried more about how man would perceive my actions rather then God clarity came and I instant messaged him the message.
The next day he wrote back saying that he appreciated me reaching out because he was in fact going through challenges and Gods words coming through fit and made sense. That's grace!
The Challenge:
Are you hearing Gods voice or mans voice.? feel a constant nudge to do the very thing you dread? Well, do it and #DoSomething! By saying yes; This my friend is how light MOVES!!
Monday, December 26, 2016
463 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Test the Spirit*
Even him whose coming is after the working of Satan with all powers and signs and lying wonders. 2 Thessalonians 2:9 KJV
Okay so this is the last day I will discuss my online blunder. You see the above verse? Well, my amazing friend Karla whom I trust showed me that verse as a way to prepare my heart. I have a feeling this is why many Christians were eyeing me up and down, about my sign and wonders talk, in that group. A few had their suspicious hats on waiting for me to slip so they can say, "Ha, I knew it was a false prophet right there!" Oh boy, and here's where the calling of sharing the gospel and about Christ gets very very hard!
I messaged my friend Karla back and said I am gonna need your help with that verse. With that verse people could say I'm a false prophet.. then I laughed with her and said, "Oh God what in the world have you called me in to? I don't like my calling anymore." Then I remembered Jesus felt the same way. It sure must have felt good when 3 days after his death he popped back in and said, "Hey Guys, um remember me?"
Karla then reminded me about when she first met me. She used the verse 1 John 4:1-4 (KJV) to test my spirit. When I immediately confessed Jesus Christ came in the flesh as God Karla then knew I walked in the spirit. You see false prophets and the antichrist will not claim Christ came from God!
The Challenge:
As Christians we have got to stop judging hearts and eyeing our fellow sisters and brothers up and down. Test the spirit by using 1 John 4 1-4. If they claim Christ then be patient, give them some slack on the reins and let God be the one to convict them on issues and move them forward in their journey. We were never called to be the judge of hearts but we sure know the one who is, so leave it to our King!
*Test the Spirit*
Even him whose coming is after the working of Satan with all powers and signs and lying wonders. 2 Thessalonians 2:9 KJV
Okay so this is the last day I will discuss my online blunder. You see the above verse? Well, my amazing friend Karla whom I trust showed me that verse as a way to prepare my heart. I have a feeling this is why many Christians were eyeing me up and down, about my sign and wonders talk, in that group. A few had their suspicious hats on waiting for me to slip so they can say, "Ha, I knew it was a false prophet right there!" Oh boy, and here's where the calling of sharing the gospel and about Christ gets very very hard!
I messaged my friend Karla back and said I am gonna need your help with that verse. With that verse people could say I'm a false prophet.. then I laughed with her and said, "Oh God what in the world have you called me in to? I don't like my calling anymore." Then I remembered Jesus felt the same way. It sure must have felt good when 3 days after his death he popped back in and said, "Hey Guys, um remember me?"
Karla then reminded me about when she first met me. She used the verse 1 John 4:1-4 (KJV) to test my spirit. When I immediately confessed Jesus Christ came in the flesh as God Karla then knew I walked in the spirit. You see false prophets and the antichrist will not claim Christ came from God!
The Challenge:
As Christians we have got to stop judging hearts and eyeing our fellow sisters and brothers up and down. Test the spirit by using 1 John 4 1-4. If they claim Christ then be patient, give them some slack on the reins and let God be the one to convict them on issues and move them forward in their journey. We were never called to be the judge of hearts but we sure know the one who is, so leave it to our King!
Sunday, December 25, 2016
462 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Beam Out of Eye*
You hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of your own eye. Matthew 7:5
So I somehow made it out of the online battle with just a few bruises. Even though I was put down and belittled for my belief in 'God Winks' somehow my soul is unaffected this evening... Proof my over sensitive heart is strengthening. Long way to go but coming along.
So what did I learn? When my husband came home I shared with him my struggles with the group. I told him what they think of me. He understood why I was hurting but he also said something wise. He said, "well it's good to go through that fire; that feeling you have is sometimes the same feeling others have about you honey, when you confront them about their beliefs"
Eye opening:
So the other night I posted this on my wall:
"I get it now.... When your just trying to do and be the best you can be but man says nope not enough.... I get it now it's painful when you feel as though it will never be enough. I get it now that we will never be enough in mans eyes but guess what..... the good news is this.... You are enough in our fathers eyes! Why I trust God's opinion of me and NOT mans. Love to you all.... sorry if I ever ever made you feel not enough! You are beautiful"
The Challenge:
Love man but always trust Gods opinion of you over mans opinion of you! Who's opinion do you truly care most about?
*Beam Out of Eye*
You hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of your own eye. Matthew 7:5
So I somehow made it out of the online battle with just a few bruises. Even though I was put down and belittled for my belief in 'God Winks' somehow my soul is unaffected this evening... Proof my over sensitive heart is strengthening. Long way to go but coming along.
So what did I learn? When my husband came home I shared with him my struggles with the group. I told him what they think of me. He understood why I was hurting but he also said something wise. He said, "well it's good to go through that fire; that feeling you have is sometimes the same feeling others have about you honey, when you confront them about their beliefs"
Eye opening:
So the other night I posted this on my wall:
"I get it now.... When your just trying to do and be the best you can be but man says nope not enough.... I get it now it's painful when you feel as though it will never be enough. I get it now that we will never be enough in mans eyes but guess what..... the good news is this.... You are enough in our fathers eyes! Why I trust God's opinion of me and NOT mans. Love to you all.... sorry if I ever ever made you feel not enough! You are beautiful"
The Challenge:
Love man but always trust Gods opinion of you over mans opinion of you! Who's opinion do you truly care most about?
Saturday, December 24, 2016
461 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*How God Shares*
Commit to the Lord in whatever you do and he will establish your plans. Proverbs 16:3
I told God I would go through the fire to share his love and here I stand. I also told God my plans and he knows where I am heading. So your wondering and holding your breath on if I'm convicted of my signs and wonders (God Wink) talk and the answer is..... No. I am Not convicted yet anyway but like I always say I never say never!
You see man says to be in a box. Man says Christian must look just like this but it's lies! I will always love my God winks from above and I would be a fool to dismiss them.
Through our history Satan, demons, fortune tellers and such have absolutely destroyed animal winks and numbers... the way Satan got his grubby hands on them completely hurt some simple forms of God connecting with us. Now these ways must be discerned properly but please remember that they were Gods ways first. Satan copies the Lord in order to deceive others. And that's why Christians are in fear of my talk of 33 and my heavenly wink in simple creatures like the lady bug.
Things my child like heart adores! Nothing to throw stones over but yet some do! It will always remain a challenging topic.
The Challenge:
How does God speak to your heart? Is the way the Lord speaks to your heart uniquely different from your neighbors or is his way exactly the same for everyone?
*How God Shares*
Commit to the Lord in whatever you do and he will establish your plans. Proverbs 16:3
I told God I would go through the fire to share his love and here I stand. I also told God my plans and he knows where I am heading. So your wondering and holding your breath on if I'm convicted of my signs and wonders (God Wink) talk and the answer is..... No. I am Not convicted yet anyway but like I always say I never say never!
You see man says to be in a box. Man says Christian must look just like this but it's lies! I will always love my God winks from above and I would be a fool to dismiss them.
Through our history Satan, demons, fortune tellers and such have absolutely destroyed animal winks and numbers... the way Satan got his grubby hands on them completely hurt some simple forms of God connecting with us. Now these ways must be discerned properly but please remember that they were Gods ways first. Satan copies the Lord in order to deceive others. And that's why Christians are in fear of my talk of 33 and my heavenly wink in simple creatures like the lady bug.
Things my child like heart adores! Nothing to throw stones over but yet some do! It will always remain a challenging topic.
The Challenge:
How does God speak to your heart? Is the way the Lord speaks to your heart uniquely different from your neighbors or is his way exactly the same for everyone?
Friday, December 23, 2016
460 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Limiting God?*
Truly the signs of an apostle were worked among you in all patience, in signs and wonders and mighty deeds. 2 Corinthians 12:12
So I went into this Christian group knowing I would get mixed feelings on a certain subject but had not a clue it gets Christians so hot and bothered. It made me hot and bothered too but I kept digging to find out why...
I posted wanting help about signs and wonders. I said I believe in 'God Winks' but some Christians think they are unbiblical. And then boom all crazy broke out.... many agreed with me that God touches our hearts in all different ways but most said this is unbiblical and it felt as though I was being eyed up and down. As if they were eyeing me to see if maybe I was not one of them. Because I believe in God Winks you all know I love but never expect them I was told I need to cast my demons out.
Ouch... my own people telling me I need to cast demon out? I thought that's strange.... I cried a bit as many thought there is no way this girl should have a ministry if she believes in 'New Agey" God Winks... then more scoffs! They prayed for my heart to be convicted of this sign talk.... So.... was i convicted of my signs and wonders talk? To be continued...
The Challenge:
If we don't think God can connect with us in all kinds of unique ways well.... is that not limiting our God?
*Limiting God?*
Truly the signs of an apostle were worked among you in all patience, in signs and wonders and mighty deeds. 2 Corinthians 12:12
So I went into this Christian group knowing I would get mixed feelings on a certain subject but had not a clue it gets Christians so hot and bothered. It made me hot and bothered too but I kept digging to find out why...
I posted wanting help about signs and wonders. I said I believe in 'God Winks' but some Christians think they are unbiblical. And then boom all crazy broke out.... many agreed with me that God touches our hearts in all different ways but most said this is unbiblical and it felt as though I was being eyed up and down. As if they were eyeing me to see if maybe I was not one of them. Because I believe in God Winks you all know I love but never expect them I was told I need to cast my demons out.
Ouch... my own people telling me I need to cast demon out? I thought that's strange.... I cried a bit as many thought there is no way this girl should have a ministry if she believes in 'New Agey" God Winks... then more scoffs! They prayed for my heart to be convicted of this sign talk.... So.... was i convicted of my signs and wonders talk? To be continued...
The Challenge:
If we don't think God can connect with us in all kinds of unique ways well.... is that not limiting our God?
Thursday, December 22, 2016
459 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Called into the Lions Den*
If God brings you to it he will lead you through it. Isaiah 58:11
If God brings you to it he will lead you through it. Isaiah 58:11
It has been a whopper of a time in the social media world so the next few days I will be sharing with you my struggles, my pains, my frustrations and how the Lord is using some challenges to convict me and feed me wisdom all at the same.
So I got into a bit of a battle in a online Christian group the last two days. I know, I know you are all shaking your heads thinking "Lea what were you thinking. You know God doesn't want us to quarrel." Yes, this is all very true but I truly felt lead into the lions den for a purpose! The next few days you will be able to see how when God leads you to something he will lead you through it!
At this moment I should be crying, pacing, frantic but guess what I'm not because I have discovered so much to share it's unreal how the Lord is using my online blunders to teach me painful truths, so I can share and help others too. Stay tuned....
The Challenge:
You know those times when you throw being careful completely out the door? You dive in knowing you may get chewed on but you also know you can't seem to hold yourself back? I feel this is the spirit leading... it's not like me to be so fearless but the last two days I have been. Feeling fired up with energy to approach something that scares you? That right there is the lord fueling you with courage to approach the very mission he called of you!
Wednesday, December 21, 2016
458 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Wings*
God I have put my faith in you. Show me the way and I shall go. Psalms 143:8
There was once a caterpillar named Winnie. She sat on a tree branch waiting and waiting to become a butterfly. As she looked up at the sun she dreamed of flying towards the sun with the birds and following the way the wind moves her.
Then one day came and the caterpillar turned into a butterfly. She was so happy to see her glorious wings granted from her creator above! As she was about to take off the tree that she was nested in said wait, "Where are you going?" Caterpillar said, "I am now a butterfly, so now I must follow my calling and fly." The tree said, No, you look like a butterfly but at heart you are just a caterpillar; it's best you stay here."
The truth is the tree was jealous of his wings. Sadly the butterfly listened and as days went by she cried because he was bored in the tree, she was made to fly and explore! After much thought the caterpillar got the courage to say to the tree, "I am no longer a caterpillar for I am now a butterfly!" "I must go but I wish you well."
The butterfly flew gracefully up to the sky to follow the birds and move with the wind. She felt free, she felt alive and she felt like her true self! She was now the butterfly she was made and born to become!
The Challenge:
When you finally become a butterfly don't let anyone tell you you will always just be a caterpillar! You were granted your wings for a purpose so now..... Go fly!
*Wings*
God I have put my faith in you. Show me the way and I shall go. Psalms 143:8
There was once a caterpillar named Winnie. She sat on a tree branch waiting and waiting to become a butterfly. As she looked up at the sun she dreamed of flying towards the sun with the birds and following the way the wind moves her.
Then one day came and the caterpillar turned into a butterfly. She was so happy to see her glorious wings granted from her creator above! As she was about to take off the tree that she was nested in said wait, "Where are you going?" Caterpillar said, "I am now a butterfly, so now I must follow my calling and fly." The tree said, No, you look like a butterfly but at heart you are just a caterpillar; it's best you stay here."
The truth is the tree was jealous of his wings. Sadly the butterfly listened and as days went by she cried because he was bored in the tree, she was made to fly and explore! After much thought the caterpillar got the courage to say to the tree, "I am no longer a caterpillar for I am now a butterfly!" "I must go but I wish you well."
The butterfly flew gracefully up to the sky to follow the birds and move with the wind. She felt free, she felt alive and she felt like her true self! She was now the butterfly she was made and born to become!
The Challenge:
When you finally become a butterfly don't let anyone tell you you will always just be a caterpillar! You were granted your wings for a purpose so now..... Go fly!
Tuesday, December 20, 2016
457 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*My Shepard*
My sheep hear my voice and I know them and they follow me. John 10:27
There is an overall sad feeling that the world tends to place unto others. This is a feeling of rushing others into their faith or making some feel inadequate because God is using them uniquely and they just can't put their finger on it.
My mom told me yesterday this, "Michelle they all think you are a class act." We both smiled as we know this is not true! I am a sheep and my shepherd is keeping me in my own grassy lane. Some squawk and say but you need to do this, do that and blah blah blah... God just laughs as he knows he is leading and I have my eye on my shepherd and no one else. If the Lord wanted me to have all the answers he would have given them to me but my shepherd wants me to search and share findings. And so I keep walking. Excited for what he brings today! Life is like a box of chocolates you never know what your gonna get! I pray for a coconut filled day; I hate the marshmallow kind! 😜
The Challenge:
Man will exhaust you! But God does not! Man will say you aren't enough yet.... but God does not! Man will say you need to know the Bible inside and out to talk about Him and again God says that's bull hockey! God says I lead you; not them! He smiles when you finally get that through your hard noggin!
*My Shepard*
My sheep hear my voice and I know them and they follow me. John 10:27
There is an overall sad feeling that the world tends to place unto others. This is a feeling of rushing others into their faith or making some feel inadequate because God is using them uniquely and they just can't put their finger on it.
My mom told me yesterday this, "Michelle they all think you are a class act." We both smiled as we know this is not true! I am a sheep and my shepherd is keeping me in my own grassy lane. Some squawk and say but you need to do this, do that and blah blah blah... God just laughs as he knows he is leading and I have my eye on my shepherd and no one else. If the Lord wanted me to have all the answers he would have given them to me but my shepherd wants me to search and share findings. And so I keep walking. Excited for what he brings today! Life is like a box of chocolates you never know what your gonna get! I pray for a coconut filled day; I hate the marshmallow kind! 😜
The Challenge:
Man will exhaust you! But God does not! Man will say you aren't enough yet.... but God does not! Man will say you need to know the Bible inside and out to talk about Him and again God says that's bull hockey! God says I lead you; not them! He smiles when you finally get that through your hard noggin!
456 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*God Winks?*
If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer. Matthew 21:22
It has been one very challenging day in the world of finding Christ through social media. Because it's a new concept people are very critical.
I got into a discussion today with fellow Christians about signs and wonders. Many told me there is no such thing as God winks or signs. I was told that I hope my heart gets convicted. This hurts and is challenging because ever since I gave my life over God has been moving me to share the signs and wonders I see. Many of you have followed and know what I have shared.
Many other Christians slapped down bible verses against signs but they were all verses about those who expect signs in order to have faith! That is not what I'm trying to get across. I seek God daily. I do not look or expect signs but because he knows I don't expect them he gifts them. There is a big difference in this thinking and I am still working to understand this more. Because as you know it's a journey!
The Challenge:
If you don't expect or seek signs (God Winks) does God happily share them with his children who keep their child-like faith? If God is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow would he not still be sharing signs and wonders with those who give the glory over to him?
Sunday, December 18, 2016
455 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Royal Violet*
She is clothed in fine linen and purple. Proverbs 31:22
Well, I made it through a sad day. Tomorrow is a new day, with new dreams, hopes and discoveries.
I have been through many tough things in my life but I know these times help to build me and give me a glimpse of the pain that others endure. Losing a child is the hardest thing that happens in life. I was only 5 weeks along so not long enough to be attached but I believe God is using this moment in time to help me feel other women's sorrow and help me build a plan with him going forward.
God whispered to me to read Proverbs 31 and there I saw something new. Verse 31:22 is about being wrapped in Purple linen. Just this week I was inspired to name our Purple Cross Mission ambassadors "Royal Violets." I did not even know Purple was a color to represent royalty and strength of a women in the Bible. This was Gods wink to say once again you are heading the right direction. The Purple Cross Mission will bloom and many will feel the great affects of the power of the Purple Cross.
This baby I never met inspired me in a way! Inspired me to know that like a child our Purple Cross Mission will grow and bloom if we simply nourish it.
The Challenge:
Read Proverbs 31 and listen to how God uses this passage to speak and influence your very own heart today! 💜
*Royal Violet*
She is clothed in fine linen and purple. Proverbs 31:22
Well, I made it through a sad day. Tomorrow is a new day, with new dreams, hopes and discoveries.
I have been through many tough things in my life but I know these times help to build me and give me a glimpse of the pain that others endure. Losing a child is the hardest thing that happens in life. I was only 5 weeks along so not long enough to be attached but I believe God is using this moment in time to help me feel other women's sorrow and help me build a plan with him going forward.
God whispered to me to read Proverbs 31 and there I saw something new. Verse 31:22 is about being wrapped in Purple linen. Just this week I was inspired to name our Purple Cross Mission ambassadors "Royal Violets." I did not even know Purple was a color to represent royalty and strength of a women in the Bible. This was Gods wink to say once again you are heading the right direction. The Purple Cross Mission will bloom and many will feel the great affects of the power of the Purple Cross.
This baby I never met inspired me in a way! Inspired me to know that like a child our Purple Cross Mission will grow and bloom if we simply nourish it.
The Challenge:
Read Proverbs 31 and listen to how God uses this passage to speak and influence your very own heart today! 💜
Saturday, December 17, 2016
454 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Miracle Babies*
Children are a gift from the Lord they are a reward from him. Psalms 127:3
In order for this walk to be real I have promised the Lord that I would always be honest here so here I go.
I'm feeling overwhelmed and self consumed by many emotions today. I found out this week that I was pregnant with my third. This was a big shock as we mentally did not plan for a third. Today Im going through a miscarriage. I'm having feelings of feeling like a failure but I'm also having feelings of realizing just how big of a miracle children are. I see so many not look upon children as a miraculous gift straight from the Lord! So many put everything ahead of life, and you know what shame on them!
Today, I know without a doubt children are miracles each and every time! I praise Jesus for giving me my two children and I'm choosing to focus on the gifts he gives instead of the things that are taken away! We are to praise our God through the good times and bad! For I know his promise! When the Lord takes something away he gifts something new in its place!
The Challenge:
Give thanks and glory to the Lord in the good times and bad! When you go through a challenging spot in your life focus on your blessings instead of your pain!
Thursday, December 15, 2016
453 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda*
From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another. John 1:16
I have worked very very hard to learn to be in the present moment and take things as they come! I have been very focused on learning to go with the tide instead of wasting time holding the tide water back.
I have come a long long way from living the life of the Coulda, woulda, shouldas looming around in my brain! The challenging part is being affected by those that still continue to live in the past or far future!
The coulda, woulda, shoulda are not gifted from the Lord but straight from the devil himself! That way of thinking will constantly make a person feel like a failure! You are not a failure in a Gods eyes. God calls us to go with the tide instead of against.
The Challenge:
Tell yourself the coulda, woulda, shouldas are NOT from the Lord but living in the moment and seeing the blessings of your day before your eyes is what's gifted from him above. He is here now so snap out of it and Be present with him!
*Coulda, Woulda, Shoulda*
From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another. John 1:16
I have worked very very hard to learn to be in the present moment and take things as they come! I have been very focused on learning to go with the tide instead of wasting time holding the tide water back.
I have come a long long way from living the life of the Coulda, woulda, shouldas looming around in my brain! The challenging part is being affected by those that still continue to live in the past or far future!
The coulda, woulda, shoulda are not gifted from the Lord but straight from the devil himself! That way of thinking will constantly make a person feel like a failure! You are not a failure in a Gods eyes. God calls us to go with the tide instead of against.
The Challenge:
Tell yourself the coulda, woulda, shouldas are NOT from the Lord but living in the moment and seeing the blessings of your day before your eyes is what's gifted from him above. He is here now so snap out of it and Be present with him!
Tuesday, December 13, 2016
452 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ
*Purple Cross Mission*
Do not pass by a man in need, for you may be the hand of God to him. Proverbs 3:27
*Purple Cross Mission*
Do not pass by a man in need, for you may be the hand of God to him. Proverbs 3:27
I am over the moon excited that people are so excited about our mission of sharing Christ around the world through a tiny but mighty Purple Cross! It truly brings joy to my soul that people are seeing the value of sharing Christ name in this very simple way!
Today, I did an unexpected Purple Cross Mission. I was outside of Office Max and a lady pushing around her personal items in a shopping cart came up to me and asked me for spare change. Before I was saved these people frustrated me. Not because they needed my help but because more times then not I couldn't help. I never carry cash or change on me these days.
This time instead of telling her I can't help I was able to say, "Wait right here." I came back to her and said I am so sorry I do not have change for you today but I do have this. I placed our Purple Cross into her hand and told her to remember Jesus is always with her.
She said thank you and I was just happy I was able to offer her something. I will of course be praying for her!
The Challenge:
Always keep Purple Crosses in your car you won't believe all the people the Lord sends to you so you can discretely share his name in the most random of places and at just the right moment! His timing is always perfect!
This time instead of telling her I can't help I was able to say, "Wait right here." I came back to her and said I am so sorry I do not have change for you today but I do have this. I placed our Purple Cross into her hand and told her to remember Jesus is always with her.
She said thank you and I was just happy I was able to offer her something. I will of course be praying for her!
The Challenge:
Always keep Purple Crosses in your car you won't believe all the people the Lord sends to you so you can discretely share his name in the most random of places and at just the right moment! His timing is always perfect!
451 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ.
*Surrender*
As for me I am in your hands do with me whatever you think is good and right. Jeremiah 26:14
I've had something new pop up that I can't tell you all about now but I promise to share in time.
This is what I mean about enjoying the ride of life. One can choose to close eyes, grip tight, cry, be in denial or try to escape the moving cart! The other option, a far better one, is to simply put your hands up and enjoy the ride of life with a smile as you pass on through here. Remember for all of Gods children this is not our final destination for we are merely passing through .
The Challenge:
Choose to put your hands up, surrender, give every part of your life over to God for that's when true blessings of this life reveal themselves
Sunday, December 11, 2016
450 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Don't want; Do!*
The Lord is my Shepard I shall not want. Psalms 23:1
I prayed for a busy life and here it is, a busy life. I'm one of the most impatient people but God has been keeping me busy so instead of wanting I'm simply doing!
I think that's another little hey to life that he wants me to share with you. When you work for God he will keep you busy and he will keep your cup full. So many people sir around thinking I want this, I want that! I want, I want, I want!
The Lord is retraining my mind to not want but to do! Think of ways to create action to get to the result you want! Instead of getting overwhelmed by all the things your lacking or don't have simply DO and the desires of you heart will manifest themselves.
The Challenge:
When you think, I want! Immediately stop yourself! Reprogram your mind to say, "That would be nice to have but I will do X, Y and Z to make things happen. I won't want i will Do!!
*Don't want; Do!*
The Lord is my Shepard I shall not want. Psalms 23:1
I prayed for a busy life and here it is, a busy life. I'm one of the most impatient people but God has been keeping me busy so instead of wanting I'm simply doing!
I think that's another little hey to life that he wants me to share with you. When you work for God he will keep you busy and he will keep your cup full. So many people sir around thinking I want this, I want that! I want, I want, I want!
The Lord is retraining my mind to not want but to do! Think of ways to create action to get to the result you want! Instead of getting overwhelmed by all the things your lacking or don't have simply DO and the desires of you heart will manifest themselves.
The Challenge:
When you think, I want! Immediately stop yourself! Reprogram your mind to say, "That would be nice to have but I will do X, Y and Z to make things happen. I won't want i will Do!!
449 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ
*He's with me!"
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will not fear evil, he is with me Proverbs.
Life has been magical lately. I feel as though I'm in my own little world. I believe the Lord is protecting me this way. Finally able to just focus on him and what he needs from me.
I feel like I held back most my life, i was sometimes in fear of dark valleys of life but now I don't live this way. I live knowing something good is about to happen instead of thinking something bad is coming. I know with Jesus I'll be upheld through the dark valleys of this life.
Today as I lay in bed, my home clean, family gone and wrapping up some work I stared to nod off. I looked around and knew in my heart this was the moment I've been waiting on. A moment of feeling complete. Complete with my family, my home, my career and most important God. I know who I am and where I'm going! The Lord is the one who completes us and makes us feel enough! Nothing else but him will ever give you that established and safe feeling you crave!
The Challenge:
Remind yourself daily that you are complete and enough in the Lord. Nothing else can fill your cup but him.
*He's with me!"
Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I will not fear evil, he is with me Proverbs.
Life has been magical lately. I feel as though I'm in my own little world. I believe the Lord is protecting me this way. Finally able to just focus on him and what he needs from me.
I feel like I held back most my life, i was sometimes in fear of dark valleys of life but now I don't live this way. I live knowing something good is about to happen instead of thinking something bad is coming. I know with Jesus I'll be upheld through the dark valleys of this life.
Today as I lay in bed, my home clean, family gone and wrapping up some work I stared to nod off. I looked around and knew in my heart this was the moment I've been waiting on. A moment of feeling complete. Complete with my family, my home, my career and most important God. I know who I am and where I'm going! The Lord is the one who completes us and makes us feel enough! Nothing else but him will ever give you that established and safe feeling you crave!
The Challenge:
Remind yourself daily that you are complete and enough in the Lord. Nothing else can fill your cup but him.
Friday, December 9, 2016
448 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ
*Blessed Gifts*
Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others as faithful stewards of Gods grace in its various forms. 1 Peter 4:10 NIV
Life has been moving at a rapid pace but I function better when I'm busy which may sound kind of odd. I feel like the busier I am the less time I have to focus on my emotions which let's face it emotions and sensitive hearts can get the best of us sometimes.
The Lord shared with me last year that walking with him means trusting and believing in your own gifts. For many years I put all my talents on hold thinking my gifts were not enough. Satans lies. Instead of working on my gifts I found myself going with the ways of the world and not using or sharing my gifts wisely. All the time I was doing this I could have found real peace by excelling at the talents God granted me to find peace in this life.
I have not had much time to read the Bible this week but God gave us our gifts as a way to spend time with him and connect with our creator. When we feel at peace he feels at peace with us and our gifts are what brings his light into our lives.
Last night I was up until 2 am drawing this girl dancing in the sunlight. It took me three hours to complete but time did not matter! Using ones gifts is the best therapy and form of peace a person can find.
The Challenge:
Have you been misusing your gifts or not using them at all? When you use the gifts God entrusted you with you will start to feel more grace in your life. You will take steps toward your destiny instead of taking steps back from where God is directing you to go.
*Blessed Gifts*
Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others as faithful stewards of Gods grace in its various forms. 1 Peter 4:10 NIV
Life has been moving at a rapid pace but I function better when I'm busy which may sound kind of odd. I feel like the busier I am the less time I have to focus on my emotions which let's face it emotions and sensitive hearts can get the best of us sometimes.
The Lord shared with me last year that walking with him means trusting and believing in your own gifts. For many years I put all my talents on hold thinking my gifts were not enough. Satans lies. Instead of working on my gifts I found myself going with the ways of the world and not using or sharing my gifts wisely. All the time I was doing this I could have found real peace by excelling at the talents God granted me to find peace in this life.
I have not had much time to read the Bible this week but God gave us our gifts as a way to spend time with him and connect with our creator. When we feel at peace he feels at peace with us and our gifts are what brings his light into our lives.
Last night I was up until 2 am drawing this girl dancing in the sunlight. It took me three hours to complete but time did not matter! Using ones gifts is the best therapy and form of peace a person can find.
The Challenge:
Have you been misusing your gifts or not using them at all? When you use the gifts God entrusted you with you will start to feel more grace in your life. You will take steps toward your destiny instead of taking steps back from where God is directing you to go.
Thursday, December 8, 2016
447 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Sew so others Reap*
Thus the saying 'one sews and another reaps' is true. John 4:37
For a long time there the Lord was telling me "Be Still," wait! I could feel his energy all around me constantly trying to keep me from getting down but to accept the slow paced life. I submitted and I listened.
This is a challenging request for a high energy spirit but I know now it was a test. It was a test for me to learn when and why we must embrace and accept our 'turtle shell' times in our life.
I knew it would come a time very soon when the Lord would say, "and Go!" The time is now! I can feel the energy all around and I know great blessings are coming not for just me but for others as well. My prayer is this I pray that all that I have sewed; others too shall now reap the benefits!
The Challenge:
Learn when the Lord says stop, pause, slow down or go! Think about and write down an example of all of these today! Write about your own experience of when God said to slow down or speed up! The Holy Spirit is the energy that gives us the knowledge of the pace we should go in this life!
*Sew so others Reap*
Thus the saying 'one sews and another reaps' is true. John 4:37
For a long time there the Lord was telling me "Be Still," wait! I could feel his energy all around me constantly trying to keep me from getting down but to accept the slow paced life. I submitted and I listened.
This is a challenging request for a high energy spirit but I know now it was a test. It was a test for me to learn when and why we must embrace and accept our 'turtle shell' times in our life.
I knew it would come a time very soon when the Lord would say, "and Go!" The time is now! I can feel the energy all around and I know great blessings are coming not for just me but for others as well. My prayer is this I pray that all that I have sewed; others too shall now reap the benefits!
The Challenge:
Learn when the Lord says stop, pause, slow down or go! Think about and write down an example of all of these today! Write about your own experience of when God said to slow down or speed up! The Holy Spirit is the energy that gives us the knowledge of the pace we should go in this life!
Tuesday, December 6, 2016
446 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ
*Our Protection*
"The sword of the spirit which is the word of God." Ephesians 6:17
As Christians we are given one item of protection. This item can calm, inspire, grow and bloom us as well as our enemy or those we work to share with. This item is part of our armor that can rock our enemies to their core and save lives instead of kill! This item of protection that the Lord gives to Christians is far superior to any other weapon known to man! This item is our sword of protection. Our sword is the Bible!
The Bible is great to carry around in our pockets! Same goes with always having a *Purple Cross* on hand! But the most affective way to carry the sword, that God gifts, is in our hearts!
Knowing the word is essential to life! Knowing is one thing but memorizing verses gives you the ultimate reinforced protection!
The Challenge:
It's time to suit up in the Lord! Get on your armor and fill your soul with his testimony this month! Memorize three bible verses that will be always at the tips of your tongue! You will use these against the enemy, at just the right time, for these verses are apart of your sword in which God gifts to you!
445 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ
*The Voice that Leads You*
"Wether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you saying, "This is the way, walk in it." Isaiah 30:21
The main thing that I learned from the man at the post office yesterday was that we are not to be ashamed of sharing Jesus! We are to rejoice, share his name and share the goodness of his teachings. Something I've known but is always a good reminder.
People are being kinda tough on me this week. Yes, I understand that some people go to years and years of school to get masters degrees in theology in order to share our saviors name, But you see that was their calling not mine. God is a merciful God and meets us where we are at. More schooling, past my bachelors at this moment in my life is not an option but sharing my daily walk and how the Lord touches my heart is. I'm sticking in my own lane, learning daily and walking in the spirit. Man says your not ready but God says I am. I had no idea the Lord would lead me here but that's the walk! Learning to listen for his voice and discern his voice from mans voice. With God we have no idea where he will lead us next but we do know he's right behind us and guiding us if we choose to listen.
The Lord is teaching me this week to discern what is for my ears and what is not! No easy task but what I do know is walking with God is a daily walk of learning!
The Challenge:
If you feel in your heart something is right for you but man says it's not, no matter what it looks like in their eyes follow where God is leading you! Discern what is for your ears and what is not! Follow gods voice not mans!
*The Voice that Leads You*
"Wether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you saying, "This is the way, walk in it." Isaiah 30:21
The main thing that I learned from the man at the post office yesterday was that we are not to be ashamed of sharing Jesus! We are to rejoice, share his name and share the goodness of his teachings. Something I've known but is always a good reminder.
People are being kinda tough on me this week. Yes, I understand that some people go to years and years of school to get masters degrees in theology in order to share our saviors name, But you see that was their calling not mine. God is a merciful God and meets us where we are at. More schooling, past my bachelors at this moment in my life is not an option but sharing my daily walk and how the Lord touches my heart is. I'm sticking in my own lane, learning daily and walking in the spirit. Man says your not ready but God says I am. I had no idea the Lord would lead me here but that's the walk! Learning to listen for his voice and discern his voice from mans voice. With God we have no idea where he will lead us next but we do know he's right behind us and guiding us if we choose to listen.
The Lord is teaching me this week to discern what is for my ears and what is not! No easy task but what I do know is walking with God is a daily walk of learning!
The Challenge:
If you feel in your heart something is right for you but man says it's not, no matter what it looks like in their eyes follow where God is leading you! Discern what is for your ears and what is not! Follow gods voice not mans!
Monday, December 5, 2016
444 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Be Approachable*
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5
When you commit to the Lord in all you do yes you must be open to how God uses you but you must also be open to how he's continuously influencing you!
Today is one of those days where nothing seemed to go right. And I'm laughing here!
You see when things go wrong and don't makes sense I now know God is working to show his light. Not much phases me these days and I tell you what; Going with the current of life is a much better life then going against it!
I made the perfect protein shake! Not kidding! I spent like ten minutes on it and then went to take it off the blender base and it all fell through the bottom and all over my counter. I was running late to get my son from school but I still took the time to clean up the mess.
Then you won't believewhat what happened next. There is a first time for everything. Sitting in the school parking lot my car began to put! Yup, that's right y'all I ran out of gas today! My sweet friend Andrea came to my rescue, helping to go get us gas. This reminded me that it is okay to humble ourselves down and say, "Hey I need you today."
Then we traveled to the post office. In the post office a man commented on my shirt that says,"Blessed by God spoiled by my husband." He then said your blessed; but are you saved? I perked up and with a big ol grin I said, "I sure am sir! I am blessed and 444 days saved!" And that's grace! God slowed me down to accept loving help from a new friend today and meet this man today. He handed me this pamphlet that he wrote! I just know the Lord has something in here that he needs me to know! I will report back to you tomorrow on the wisdom he shares! And yes I handed this man our Purple Crosses in return to Thank him for his work!
The Challenge:
Things aren't going your way? Don't fret, don't scowl, don't yell because in order for our Lord and his people to share blessings with you, you must be approachable in this life! Question to ask yourself is this.... Are you approachable?
Sunday, December 4, 2016
443 Days Saved - Leaning to walk with Christ
*Beautiful in His Time*
He has made everything beautiful in his time. Ecclesiastes 3:11
Well, I guess it's official.. My peaceful stride is now getting tested again. This week I have had some question me, my intentions and who I'm truly working for.
I'm learning that sometimes Christians are the hardest upon their fellow Christians. I know the one absolute we must agree on is Jesus but I feel all the rest we don't need to battle about. I feel that God is moving me and convicting my heart at the rate at which I can handle. Some Christians watch and say I'm not learning fast enough. God says, "Trust me I have your best interest at heart." God says, "All things are made beautiful in my time."
The Challenge:
Just because we are at one pace in our walk with Christ does not mean we are not where he placed us to be. Be patient with your fellow friends and Christians. Trust God works on hearts in his time not yours! The heart does not need your beatings. Maybe a few pumps to get it pumping but beating it will not move a heart any further along.
*Beautiful in His Time*
He has made everything beautiful in his time. Ecclesiastes 3:11
Well, I guess it's official.. My peaceful stride is now getting tested again. This week I have had some question me, my intentions and who I'm truly working for.
I'm learning that sometimes Christians are the hardest upon their fellow Christians. I know the one absolute we must agree on is Jesus but I feel all the rest we don't need to battle about. I feel that God is moving me and convicting my heart at the rate at which I can handle. Some Christians watch and say I'm not learning fast enough. God says, "Trust me I have your best interest at heart." God says, "All things are made beautiful in my time."
The Challenge:
Just because we are at one pace in our walk with Christ does not mean we are not where he placed us to be. Be patient with your fellow friends and Christians. Trust God works on hearts in his time not yours! The heart does not need your beatings. Maybe a few pumps to get it pumping but beating it will not move a heart any further along.
Friday, December 2, 2016
442 Days Saved - Learning to walk with Christ
*Ditch the Binge*
And do not get drunk with wine, for that is debauchery, but be filled with the spirit. Ephesians 5:18
I'm going through another growth period! I had so much peace and then boom yesterday was like a truck hit me! Smirking here as challenges just don't phase me like they use to. The Lord convicted my heart!
I have always been honest here and today is no different. As I gather up the courage to share this I pray this change in me helps change in others struggling with addictions.
Since this journey the Lord has convicted my heart of drinking and my old party ways. I eased in by trying to not socially drink for a year but then I was still drinking on the weekends from time to time. I would drink alone at home, or with those I trusted so no one would see me and mock me. It doesn't matter if it is done loudly or quietly no matter what it was still hurting my testimony! It hurts our life and others who watch us when we indulge.
So last night I was convicted and the Lord spoke! I was scared as I have been avoiding this moment but it's time! I am officially giving up alcohol for good! I thought I would feel scared to share this but I actually feel delivered, set free and very empowered!
The Challenge:
Is it your time to #Riseup and ditch the binge cycle? Weekly binge habits still affect the mind, body and spirit! Man says it's no big deal but God says different! He says, "It steals lives!" *Something I personally want no part in!
Thursday, December 1, 2016
441 Days Saved - Learning to Walk with Christ
*To shake or Wither?*
"Have mercy on me, oh God! I look to you for protection. I will hide beneath the shadow of your wing until this violent storm shall pass." Psalms 57:1
Oh boy... It has been a day of great learning. When you walk in the spirit and feel convicted to share truth, but then get slapped down, it gets hard to not get confused. Like I say I no longer want to live a careful life and a life of feeding man what they want to hear, but to me this is real love! To me truth (With grace of course) is love! I want to be true in the moment that transcends. When we are walking with the Lord that is what we are called to do.
My friend was trying to discern the time when it's time to move on from a relationship. Instead of her being able to help a person; It was actually hurting her ownself being amongst those who curse God. . Our love can go upon deaf ears sometimes. They will choose not to see the love but judgement.
I told her we are in a time in history where we can reach anyone at anytime and even be amongst people on social media who discourage our spirit instead of improve it. We don't get a break!
I guess learning when to shake the dust from ones sandals or stay and bear through the storm is a lifelong journey of learning what to do.
Maybe, the Block button on social media is just too dang easy?
The Challenge:
A question to you!
If your spirit hurts because of condemnation when is it the time to wither the storm or simply shake the dust and block?
*To shake or Wither?*
"Have mercy on me, oh God! I look to you for protection. I will hide beneath the shadow of your wing until this violent storm shall pass." Psalms 57:1
Oh boy... It has been a day of great learning. When you walk in the spirit and feel convicted to share truth, but then get slapped down, it gets hard to not get confused. Like I say I no longer want to live a careful life and a life of feeding man what they want to hear, but to me this is real love! To me truth (With grace of course) is love! I want to be true in the moment that transcends. When we are walking with the Lord that is what we are called to do.
My friend was trying to discern the time when it's time to move on from a relationship. Instead of her being able to help a person; It was actually hurting her ownself being amongst those who curse God. . Our love can go upon deaf ears sometimes. They will choose not to see the love but judgement.
I told her we are in a time in history where we can reach anyone at anytime and even be amongst people on social media who discourage our spirit instead of improve it. We don't get a break!
I guess learning when to shake the dust from ones sandals or stay and bear through the storm is a lifelong journey of learning what to do.
Maybe, the Block button on social media is just too dang easy?
The Challenge:
A question to you!
If your spirit hurts because of condemnation when is it the time to wither the storm or simply shake the dust and block?
Wednesday, November 30, 2016
440 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*What is Unseen*
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen but what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:18
What do you see when you look at a paper towel roll?
Last night at dinner my 4 year old son gasped and started to point at the kitchen sink! He said, "Mom! Mom! Can I please have that telescope!" I looked over by the sink and had no idea what he was talking about. He said, "That telescope, right there!" I looked again and saw nothing. Then my husband said, "Oh, you mean the paper towel roll." My son said, "Yes, yes that thing!"
We laughed!
Faith is so much like this! Children see things so clearly but our prideful adult eyes can't always see. We have been told what faith looks like and how to obtain full grace but many look and choose not to see! Many see a paper towel roll when others can look at the cardboard paper and immediately see a telescope! It's not about what we physically see with our own eyes! It's more about what is unseen and what we believe we will see that truly matters!
The Challenge:
Go out into the world today with childlike eyes! Try to see what children see in the most ordinary of things! Blessings all around!
*What is Unseen*
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen but what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:18
What do you see when you look at a paper towel roll?
Last night at dinner my 4 year old son gasped and started to point at the kitchen sink! He said, "Mom! Mom! Can I please have that telescope!" I looked over by the sink and had no idea what he was talking about. He said, "That telescope, right there!" I looked again and saw nothing. Then my husband said, "Oh, you mean the paper towel roll." My son said, "Yes, yes that thing!"
We laughed!
Faith is so much like this! Children see things so clearly but our prideful adult eyes can't always see. We have been told what faith looks like and how to obtain full grace but many look and choose not to see! Many see a paper towel roll when others can look at the cardboard paper and immediately see a telescope! It's not about what we physically see with our own eyes! It's more about what is unseen and what we believe we will see that truly matters!
The Challenge:
Go out into the world today with childlike eyes! Try to see what children see in the most ordinary of things! Blessings all around!
Tuesday, November 29, 2016
439 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Key to the Gate*
I am the gate whoever enters through me will be saved. John 10:9
I have discovered my purpose but I'm sure now more then ever what my distinct calling is. My purpose is to share about Jesus which is no shocker there 😉 but more specifically to share about the details of his life here on earth!
I asked Karla what gospels in the Bible are solely about Jesus! She said to start with Acts. I think for now narrowing my bible studies to Jesus life will help clarify things for me and therefore help me share the details of his life in more depth.
Reading Acts today I am fascinated by Jesus teachings. All through the Bible he makes it very very clear how to get to heaven! He never left us guessing! In Acts tonight it was all reconfirmed! We can all be filled with the spirit of the Holy Spirit and feel fully content as one in the body of Christ! Jesus says to Repent, be baptized and accept him as the son of God! That's the key to the gate!
The Challenge:
Since the path to heaven is narrow why take a chance? Ask for forgiveness and be baptized in Christ name! That will get you on that narrow path and more importantly the key to the gate of your salvation!
*Key to the Gate*
I am the gate whoever enters through me will be saved. John 10:9
I have discovered my purpose but I'm sure now more then ever what my distinct calling is. My purpose is to share about Jesus which is no shocker there 😉 but more specifically to share about the details of his life here on earth!
I asked Karla what gospels in the Bible are solely about Jesus! She said to start with Acts. I think for now narrowing my bible studies to Jesus life will help clarify things for me and therefore help me share the details of his life in more depth.
Reading Acts today I am fascinated by Jesus teachings. All through the Bible he makes it very very clear how to get to heaven! He never left us guessing! In Acts tonight it was all reconfirmed! We can all be filled with the spirit of the Holy Spirit and feel fully content as one in the body of Christ! Jesus says to Repent, be baptized and accept him as the son of God! That's the key to the gate!
The Challenge:
Since the path to heaven is narrow why take a chance? Ask for forgiveness and be baptized in Christ name! That will get you on that narrow path and more importantly the key to the gate of your salvation!
Monday, November 28, 2016
438 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*A Good Man*
"Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven." Matthew 5:16
I had to go to my least favorite place this morning. Da da da....the post office! Ahhh!! Thanks to my renewed spirit in Christ I see goodness instead of annoyance. And I stay calm!
The line was so long and slow today. I watched many roll eyes and sighs in frustration. When I finally got up to the counter I thought the post office man would help me stamp my forty three envelopes of crosses to send out but no. So I stood there to the side stamping all the envelopes. I sat my two year old up on the counter and she was restless.
Just then goodness came. A man in a bright yellow coat came up and helped me stamp all the envelopes so I could get done faster. This man chose to make a good moment out of waiting in the long post office line. This man is a good example of finding good and good things to do for others in the most unlikely places.
I then of course gifted him with one of our Purple Crosses and thanked him for his good deed for the day!
The Challenge:
When others do a random act of kindness for you share a Purple Cross as a thank you and praise our fathers name! This little Purple Cross has so much power, use it! 💜 #PurpleCrossMission
*A Good Man*
"Let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your father in heaven." Matthew 5:16
I had to go to my least favorite place this morning. Da da da....the post office! Ahhh!! Thanks to my renewed spirit in Christ I see goodness instead of annoyance. And I stay calm!
The line was so long and slow today. I watched many roll eyes and sighs in frustration. When I finally got up to the counter I thought the post office man would help me stamp my forty three envelopes of crosses to send out but no. So I stood there to the side stamping all the envelopes. I sat my two year old up on the counter and she was restless.
Just then goodness came. A man in a bright yellow coat came up and helped me stamp all the envelopes so I could get done faster. This man chose to make a good moment out of waiting in the long post office line. This man is a good example of finding good and good things to do for others in the most unlikely places.
I then of course gifted him with one of our Purple Crosses and thanked him for his good deed for the day!
The Challenge:
When others do a random act of kindness for you share a Purple Cross as a thank you and praise our fathers name! This little Purple Cross has so much power, use it! 💜 #PurpleCrossMission
Sunday, November 27, 2016
Saturday, November 26, 2016
437 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Forever Children*
See how much our father loves us. For he calls us his children, and that is what we are.
We were all going around the Thanksgiving dinner table holding to our tradition of sharing what we are thankful for. When it came to my 4 year old sons turn he said the sweetest thing. He said he is thankful for God watching over us. I looked over at him smiling and was very proud!
My 2 year old daughter then said she wanted to give her pacifiers to baby Jesus. She then said, "Heaven!" It was so cute. So yes this weekend we are going to say good bye to her pacifiers and give them to baby Jesus.
My kids continue to surprise us with the little ways they know the Lord. It has been said that children are closest to God. People then drift but many times if a child is close to God they will return back to God when they are older. These are the moments I'm joyful that Jesus is whom my children look up to and desire to learn more.
The Challenge:
Were you close to God when you were younger? What made you feel close then? What made you feel distant from him? Knowing how we connected to God as a child is a good way to connect with him as an adult. God adores his children and we are forever children in Gods eyes!
*Forever Children*
See how much our father loves us. For he calls us his children, and that is what we are.
We were all going around the Thanksgiving dinner table holding to our tradition of sharing what we are thankful for. When it came to my 4 year old sons turn he said the sweetest thing. He said he is thankful for God watching over us. I looked over at him smiling and was very proud!
My 2 year old daughter then said she wanted to give her pacifiers to baby Jesus. She then said, "Heaven!" It was so cute. So yes this weekend we are going to say good bye to her pacifiers and give them to baby Jesus.
My kids continue to surprise us with the little ways they know the Lord. It has been said that children are closest to God. People then drift but many times if a child is close to God they will return back to God when they are older. These are the moments I'm joyful that Jesus is whom my children look up to and desire to learn more.
The Challenge:
Were you close to God when you were younger? What made you feel close then? What made you feel distant from him? Knowing how we connected to God as a child is a good way to connect with him as an adult. God adores his children and we are forever children in Gods eyes!
Thursday, November 24, 2016
436 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*He Cares*
God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble James 4:6
I had an emotional moment in my car on the way to my parents for a Thanksgiving. I was all alone so I took the time to pray out loud and talk with God.
Do you know that praying for people when they don't know it is the largest form of love you can offer someone. I felt a push to pray for one of our friends. This person walks and talks as if the Holy Spirit guides them but he does not believe in God. I feel, like me, the Lord is very protective of this friend of ours. I just hope our friend wakes up and sees the Grace bestowed upon him before it's too late because I know God is waiting for this particular prodigal son.
I then began to cry! I thought, "Who am I?" How was I so fortunate to be a chosen one, one the Lord knows me by name and one the Lord picked out to be saved. It was a humbling moment. I felt special but God reminded me salvation was my choice; A choice all are given but few take.
The Challenge:
Being with the Lord is not a entitled right. Those who have chosen salvation are humbled and feel a sense of awe that the almighty Lord cares for their little soul.
*He Cares*
God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble James 4:6
I had an emotional moment in my car on the way to my parents for a Thanksgiving. I was all alone so I took the time to pray out loud and talk with God.
Do you know that praying for people when they don't know it is the largest form of love you can offer someone. I felt a push to pray for one of our friends. This person walks and talks as if the Holy Spirit guides them but he does not believe in God. I feel, like me, the Lord is very protective of this friend of ours. I just hope our friend wakes up and sees the Grace bestowed upon him before it's too late because I know God is waiting for this particular prodigal son.
I then began to cry! I thought, "Who am I?" How was I so fortunate to be a chosen one, one the Lord knows me by name and one the Lord picked out to be saved. It was a humbling moment. I felt special but God reminded me salvation was my choice; A choice all are given but few take.
The Challenge:
Being with the Lord is not a entitled right. Those who have chosen salvation are humbled and feel a sense of awe that the almighty Lord cares for their little soul.
435 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Taking Flight*
And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Acts 2:38
I was asked last night by my brother in law how it all came about that I was saved. I told him that it was a mixture of feeling incomplete and feeling completely in awe of our Lord and all the prayers he answered for me.
My brother told me he remembered a time when I was going with the ways of the world and emerging who I was with the men that I dated. He was worried he offended me but I was not offended one bit. A part of my ministry work and shedding my cocoon is being completely vulnerable and honest with who I was and woman I am evolving to be.
My times as a caterpillar had expired and I accepted my wings at age thirty three!
Did you know that Jesus himself began his ministry at age thirty? Before then he was observing and preparing. He too was once a caterpillar and when he finally felt ready he exploded out of his cocoon, was granted his wings and fulfilled a great prophesy of changing the world!
The Challenge:
A simple question - Are you slugging along observing like a caterpillar, preparing in your cocoon or are you fully now ready to evolve into a butterfly and take flight?
*Taking Flight*
And you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. Acts 2:38
I was asked last night by my brother in law how it all came about that I was saved. I told him that it was a mixture of feeling incomplete and feeling completely in awe of our Lord and all the prayers he answered for me.
My brother told me he remembered a time when I was going with the ways of the world and emerging who I was with the men that I dated. He was worried he offended me but I was not offended one bit. A part of my ministry work and shedding my cocoon is being completely vulnerable and honest with who I was and woman I am evolving to be.
My times as a caterpillar had expired and I accepted my wings at age thirty three!
Did you know that Jesus himself began his ministry at age thirty? Before then he was observing and preparing. He too was once a caterpillar and when he finally felt ready he exploded out of his cocoon, was granted his wings and fulfilled a great prophesy of changing the world!
The Challenge:
A simple question - Are you slugging along observing like a caterpillar, preparing in your cocoon or are you fully now ready to evolve into a butterfly and take flight?
Wednesday, November 23, 2016
434 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Home is where heaven is!*
The world is not our permanent home; we are looking forward to a home yet to come. Hebrews 13:14
I am going to share a secret that I have never told a living soul. I think I never told a living soul because one I was in denial it happened to me and two I knew no one would believe me.
One night at the age of 28, like many weekend nights in my 20's I drank way too much for my little body. I passed right out on my husbands chest (who was then my boyfriend) and blacked out. The next thing I knew I felt in a very far off place... This place was amazing... I wanted to stay. I was not there long and as I started to come back from wherever I went the only thing I remember is that I didn't want to leave. All I could remember to share is that this place was so amazing I did not want to return.
Then I woke up gasping for air. I sat up and looked at my husband sleeping. I truly believe that night I had a near death experience and it was not one bit scary. I was told to share it's an amazing place of no pain and so much joy.
The Challenge:
Have you ever felt something heavenly happen to you but you weren't sure and so you kept it a secret? Secrets between you and God are sometimes the very best secrets to keep in your pocket.
*Home is where heaven is!*
The world is not our permanent home; we are looking forward to a home yet to come. Hebrews 13:14
I am going to share a secret that I have never told a living soul. I think I never told a living soul because one I was in denial it happened to me and two I knew no one would believe me.
One night at the age of 28, like many weekend nights in my 20's I drank way too much for my little body. I passed right out on my husbands chest (who was then my boyfriend) and blacked out. The next thing I knew I felt in a very far off place... This place was amazing... I wanted to stay. I was not there long and as I started to come back from wherever I went the only thing I remember is that I didn't want to leave. All I could remember to share is that this place was so amazing I did not want to return.
Then I woke up gasping for air. I sat up and looked at my husband sleeping. I truly believe that night I had a near death experience and it was not one bit scary. I was told to share it's an amazing place of no pain and so much joy.
The Challenge:
Have you ever felt something heavenly happen to you but you weren't sure and so you kept it a secret? Secrets between you and God are sometimes the very best secrets to keep in your pocket.
Tuesday, November 22, 2016
433 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Be Polite*
Take delight in honoring each other. Romans 12:10
My two favorite numbers 43 and 33 combined into one as today is my 433 days saved. Today felt so peaceful. I felt so happy and in awe of the Grace God offers!
I was so proud of my children today. My son was so protective of my daughter at the museum. My daughter also was so polite saying please and thank you to all she came in contact with. My husband has been very diligent about teaching her manners and the importance of respecting others. My sister even said she is the most polite little two year old.
My husband and I smiled as we were proud but we also know how much of a diva she can be in the comfortable presence of our home. Sometimes that polite switch turns right off into a demanding side.
This got me thinking. We are often so polite and kind to the world but when the doors close we turn it all off. We demand things to our loved ones instead of offering politeness and honoring them. Sure it's nice to be comfortable but God wants us both comfortable and polite to the ones we care for the most!
The Challenge:
Do not become too comfortable in your home that you forget your politeness. The politeness you offer the world should be the same politeness you offer your family behind closed doors!
*Be Polite*
Take delight in honoring each other. Romans 12:10
My two favorite numbers 43 and 33 combined into one as today is my 433 days saved. Today felt so peaceful. I felt so happy and in awe of the Grace God offers!
I was so proud of my children today. My son was so protective of my daughter at the museum. My daughter also was so polite saying please and thank you to all she came in contact with. My husband has been very diligent about teaching her manners and the importance of respecting others. My sister even said she is the most polite little two year old.
My husband and I smiled as we were proud but we also know how much of a diva she can be in the comfortable presence of our home. Sometimes that polite switch turns right off into a demanding side.
This got me thinking. We are often so polite and kind to the world but when the doors close we turn it all off. We demand things to our loved ones instead of offering politeness and honoring them. Sure it's nice to be comfortable but God wants us both comfortable and polite to the ones we care for the most!
The Challenge:
Do not become too comfortable in your home that you forget your politeness. The politeness you offer the world should be the same politeness you offer your family behind closed doors!
Monday, November 21, 2016
432 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Say No to the World*
"What ever you do, work at it with all your heart as working for the Lord not for men." Colossians 3:23
I saw this saying on my wall today:
"The number of followers you have does not make you more important. Hitler had millions. Jesus had twelve."
I think this quote says so much. In our culture things are being so misused, misunderstood and people are being misguided.
The popular thing to do is go with the ways of the world and pretend things aren't hurting people when they really are. When one chooses to say no to the world they will absolutely have less followers! They will be mocked! This may make one feel inadequate but Jesus never let it turn him against God. Jesus carried out his mission to share Gods grace. Even when spit in the face Jesus knew his worth was not found in submitting to mans requests but his greater value was found in submitting to the Lord and knowing the Lords guidance is all one needs!
The Challenge:
The world may say things are good for you. The world will entice you in by candy coating sin but the ones who say no to the world are the ones that discover true grace. They are the ones that lay shame to rest! Do you choose shame or grace? In your heart you know the difference.
*Say No to the World*
"What ever you do, work at it with all your heart as working for the Lord not for men." Colossians 3:23
I saw this saying on my wall today:
"The number of followers you have does not make you more important. Hitler had millions. Jesus had twelve."
I think this quote says so much. In our culture things are being so misused, misunderstood and people are being misguided.
The popular thing to do is go with the ways of the world and pretend things aren't hurting people when they really are. When one chooses to say no to the world they will absolutely have less followers! They will be mocked! This may make one feel inadequate but Jesus never let it turn him against God. Jesus carried out his mission to share Gods grace. Even when spit in the face Jesus knew his worth was not found in submitting to mans requests but his greater value was found in submitting to the Lord and knowing the Lords guidance is all one needs!
The Challenge:
The world may say things are good for you. The world will entice you in by candy coating sin but the ones who say no to the world are the ones that discover true grace. They are the ones that lay shame to rest! Do you choose shame or grace? In your heart you know the difference.
Sunday, November 20, 2016
431 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Salvation Produces Works*
For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves. It is the gift of God, Not of works. Ephesians 2:8-9
My Facebook friend Courtney posted this on her wall today.
"Salvation produces works, works do not produce salvation."
The thing I hear most, when people internally roll eyes at Jesus, is that we get to Heaven through being a good person and doing good things. This is where the enemy has created confusion. If this was the case one would go crazy wondering how many good works it takes to get to heaven. Here is the truth! There will never be enough good works for us to do to equate to what eternal bliss is valued at!
For this reason Jesus came for us. He is our light up on a hill! When salvation is gained by accepting Christ, as our savior, it is then our heart changes! It is then, not about saying to God, "God, I did all these things now you owe me eternal life." Rather one says,"Lord thank you, thank you, thank you for the gift of salvation. I'm humbled before you; now lead my way and show me what your will here on earth shall be!
The Challenge:
Are you trying to buy your way into heaven through good works or does your heart want to do good works because how humbling is the Grace God pours out unto your life?
*Salvation Produces Works*
For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves. It is the gift of God, Not of works. Ephesians 2:8-9
My Facebook friend Courtney posted this on her wall today.
"Salvation produces works, works do not produce salvation."
The thing I hear most, when people internally roll eyes at Jesus, is that we get to Heaven through being a good person and doing good things. This is where the enemy has created confusion. If this was the case one would go crazy wondering how many good works it takes to get to heaven. Here is the truth! There will never be enough good works for us to do to equate to what eternal bliss is valued at!
For this reason Jesus came for us. He is our light up on a hill! When salvation is gained by accepting Christ, as our savior, it is then our heart changes! It is then, not about saying to God, "God, I did all these things now you owe me eternal life." Rather one says,"Lord thank you, thank you, thank you for the gift of salvation. I'm humbled before you; now lead my way and show me what your will here on earth shall be!
The Challenge:
Are you trying to buy your way into heaven through good works or does your heart want to do good works because how humbling is the Grace God pours out unto your life?
Saturday, November 19, 2016
430 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Shake off the Dust*
"And if any place will not welcome you or listen to you, shake the dust off your feet when you leave." Mark 6:11
So I've come to a place in my walk where I'm struggling with something. Now that the Lord has shared so much information with me it's hard to hold back sometimes. I suppose that's why the Lord gave me a career in sharing his name. (Wink)
I'm good with helping others who want to be helped but I'm still learning how to be reserved in my thoughts when they don't want help. You can lead the horse to the trough but can't make him drink... right?
God made me opinionated so I know I'm made to challenge thoughts and ideas. I'm okay if others don't accept what I say but I just want to be able to at least share my soul without feeling shut down. I know something I must work on! It's a journey!
Anyway I share this tonight because I know many feel this way. When you know Jesus you want all to know his distinct goodness! It's no comparison to anything out there on the market trying to lure your eye in.
The Challenge:
In those moments when you feel a push by God to share about him do not be dismayed when others shun you. Feeling like you did wrong for sharing truth about Christ is exactly how satan wants us to feel. The enemy wants us to feel ashamed. Time to shake the dust off your feet and move on forward!
*Shake off the Dust*
"And if any place will not welcome you or listen to you, shake the dust off your feet when you leave." Mark 6:11
So I've come to a place in my walk where I'm struggling with something. Now that the Lord has shared so much information with me it's hard to hold back sometimes. I suppose that's why the Lord gave me a career in sharing his name. (Wink)
I'm good with helping others who want to be helped but I'm still learning how to be reserved in my thoughts when they don't want help. You can lead the horse to the trough but can't make him drink... right?
God made me opinionated so I know I'm made to challenge thoughts and ideas. I'm okay if others don't accept what I say but I just want to be able to at least share my soul without feeling shut down. I know something I must work on! It's a journey!
Anyway I share this tonight because I know many feel this way. When you know Jesus you want all to know his distinct goodness! It's no comparison to anything out there on the market trying to lure your eye in.
The Challenge:
In those moments when you feel a push by God to share about him do not be dismayed when others shun you. Feeling like you did wrong for sharing truth about Christ is exactly how satan wants us to feel. The enemy wants us to feel ashamed. Time to shake the dust off your feet and move on forward!
429 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Purple Cross Mission*
"The Lord directs the steps of the Godly. He delights in every detail of their lives." Psalms 37:23
I was out the other night for my Birthday. I had a drink with my sister in law before heading to another restaurant. As we walked outside to grab our cab I noticed a young man screaming. His friend was trying to get him to get into the car but he seemed so traumatized.
Feeling directed by my father above I walked over to the car. There was two men trying to force the young man into the car and there was a woman driving. This would normally not be a situation I should get involved in but the Lord gave me the courage to approach them.
I asked what was going on. The young man cried out and said I don't want to get into that car. It appeared to be a toxic family issue. I truly had no idea who to believe or what to do but I did have one simple idea. I held out my hand and slipped the crying young man a Purple Cross. I figured I can't do to much here but Jesus sure can. I pray that single Purple Cross was the golden nugget to begin to work miracles in that mans life and in that mans heart!
The Challenge:
Feeling helpless? Give it to God for his little cross has the power to save!
*Purple Cross Mission*
"The Lord directs the steps of the Godly. He delights in every detail of their lives." Psalms 37:23
I was out the other night for my Birthday. I had a drink with my sister in law before heading to another restaurant. As we walked outside to grab our cab I noticed a young man screaming. His friend was trying to get him to get into the car but he seemed so traumatized.
Feeling directed by my father above I walked over to the car. There was two men trying to force the young man into the car and there was a woman driving. This would normally not be a situation I should get involved in but the Lord gave me the courage to approach them.
I asked what was going on. The young man cried out and said I don't want to get into that car. It appeared to be a toxic family issue. I truly had no idea who to believe or what to do but I did have one simple idea. I held out my hand and slipped the crying young man a Purple Cross. I figured I can't do to much here but Jesus sure can. I pray that single Purple Cross was the golden nugget to begin to work miracles in that mans life and in that mans heart!
The Challenge:
Feeling helpless? Give it to God for his little cross has the power to save!
Friday, November 18, 2016
428 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*A Smart Gift*
"It is more blessed to give than receive." Acts 20:35
A few days ago I wrote and told you about a man named Wally. In our short time meeting the Holly Spirit graced our conversation. Wally shared several neat little stories with me but one has stayed in the front of my mind to share with all of you.
Wally and his church family help put together shoes boxes filled with fun items to send across seas. I believe it's called "The Shoebox Mission."
Last year when they delivered all the items the children were so thrilled. Some of these children live in desperate poverty stricken communities and have never even been given a gift before. One of the little boys was thrilled to find some candy amongst his box. He had a roll of smarty candies and was delighted for the first time to have something to share and offer someone else. He went up to the lady who was a part of the mission to offer her a piece of candy from his shoebox.
Wally said that the lady told the little boy, "No thank you," but after thinking on it realized she should have taken the piece of candy he offered because it was the first time, in the boys life, he had a gift to offer someone else.
The Challenge:
Be a part of the shoe box mission this holiday season! A wonderful way to share Gods loving grace with impoverished children around the world.
*A Smart Gift*
"It is more blessed to give than receive." Acts 20:35
A few days ago I wrote and told you about a man named Wally. In our short time meeting the Holly Spirit graced our conversation. Wally shared several neat little stories with me but one has stayed in the front of my mind to share with all of you.
Wally and his church family help put together shoes boxes filled with fun items to send across seas. I believe it's called "The Shoebox Mission."
Last year when they delivered all the items the children were so thrilled. Some of these children live in desperate poverty stricken communities and have never even been given a gift before. One of the little boys was thrilled to find some candy amongst his box. He had a roll of smarty candies and was delighted for the first time to have something to share and offer someone else. He went up to the lady who was a part of the mission to offer her a piece of candy from his shoebox.
Wally said that the lady told the little boy, "No thank you," but after thinking on it realized she should have taken the piece of candy he offered because it was the first time, in the boys life, he had a gift to offer someone else.
The Challenge:
Be a part of the shoe box mission this holiday season! A wonderful way to share Gods loving grace with impoverished children around the world.
Wednesday, November 16, 2016
427 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Sharing Jesus*
"Because straight is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth onto life, and few there be that find it." Matthew 7:14 KJV
The Lord is really growing me again. Sometimes he gives me space to figure things out and then when he's ready he shows me so much. I am excited to work my best to pour into you the wisdom he has shared with me.
It's my 35th Birthday today and today I also attended my husbands grandmothers funeral. Funerals sometimes make me uncomfortable because I never know what to pray for. I mean by the time God says it's time to go he's made up his mind if we made it to the kingdom, so yes sometimes I wonder what to pray for.
Today I pray that people do not wait until last minute to worry about if they are saved or not. The road is narrow but with Jesus he helps us find our way. Far too often people live life not thinking their judgement day will come but it will so it's best to be prepared.
The Challenge:
My husbands grandmother was 93 on Sunday when she past away. Last Christmas I asked his aunt if grandma accepted Jesus and she said grandpa was not sure if she did. I immediately felt the Holy Spirit say go get my cross. I ran into her bedroom to find a cross. Grandma was deaf so I sat with her and shared Jesus by having her hold his cross. She signed, "Oh yes Jesus" By sharing about Jesus we continue his legacy and our calling to not only get ourselves onto that narrow path but help to guide others onto that right road home as well.
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
426 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Purple Cross Mission*
"I will go before you and make the crooked places straight." Isaiah 45:2
We are traveling across country today to attend a funeral of my husbands grandmother. As we were traveling on the highway we noticed one of our tires was decreasing tire pressure at a rapid pace.
My husband was getting very concerned but I felt as though the Lord was leading us. We kept driving and found a tire place in Joliet, CO! The tire place was a chain type tire place called Good Year Tire. As we walked in this cross (pic posted) was very prominent in the store.
I felt as though God was leading me to share a Purple Cross. A man named Wally was sitting waiting on his car to get fixed. Very kind and gentle man. We got to talking and the Holy Spirit lead the conversation. I learned his son-in-law is studying to be a pastor, I learned Wally was a part of marriage counseling workshops, I discovered he helps with the shoebox mission and helps with a prayer message jar mission that is now around the world.
As I continued to talk with the man I knew God lead us into this very tire store just to meet Wally. I then shared our Purple Crosses with him. Wally said our crosses could fit perfectly with his message jar Mission. I'm not sure what God will do with this moment but I have a feeling something very special is evolving with our Purple Cross Mission.
The Challenge:
The Purple Cross has a way of making any situation seem like a positive one. We were feeling stressed about our tire needing patched but we used it as an opportunity to share stories about our beloved Christ! Don't stress just share about Christ! He quickly calms any storm! #TruthwithGrace
*Purple Cross Mission*
"I will go before you and make the crooked places straight." Isaiah 45:2
We are traveling across country today to attend a funeral of my husbands grandmother. As we were traveling on the highway we noticed one of our tires was decreasing tire pressure at a rapid pace.
My husband was getting very concerned but I felt as though the Lord was leading us. We kept driving and found a tire place in Joliet, CO! The tire place was a chain type tire place called Good Year Tire. As we walked in this cross (pic posted) was very prominent in the store.
I felt as though God was leading me to share a Purple Cross. A man named Wally was sitting waiting on his car to get fixed. Very kind and gentle man. We got to talking and the Holy Spirit lead the conversation. I learned his son-in-law is studying to be a pastor, I learned Wally was a part of marriage counseling workshops, I discovered he helps with the shoebox mission and helps with a prayer message jar mission that is now around the world.
As I continued to talk with the man I knew God lead us into this very tire store just to meet Wally. I then shared our Purple Crosses with him. Wally said our crosses could fit perfectly with his message jar Mission. I'm not sure what God will do with this moment but I have a feeling something very special is evolving with our Purple Cross Mission.
The Challenge:
The Purple Cross has a way of making any situation seem like a positive one. We were feeling stressed about our tire needing patched but we used it as an opportunity to share stories about our beloved Christ! Don't stress just share about Christ! He quickly calms any storm! #TruthwithGrace
Sunday, November 13, 2016
425 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Adding to the Nest*
"I will not cause pain without something new to be reborn, says the Lord." Isaiah 66:9
Something that has almost been therapy for me is using my child like faith to draw pictures with God. Sometimes these pictures can share how I'm feeling more than even words or talking can do.
I had this story come into my head and so I drew this picture. It is about a bird that lived in a nest and in the same tree as her best friend. One day the other bird told her she tweets too much and doesn't see things the same. As the bird flew west the bird said, "I must go but I'll always love you and wish you well." As her friend left the tree she watched her fly away. She said, "but wait," as a tear dripped down her feathered face. As she felt deeply saddened she looked to the east and she saw many birds coming her way. God had sent her a fleet of new birds to replace the one that left the tree. She tweeted happy tweets and felt content knowing God sent others to love her.
The Challenge:
When someone leaves your tree or nest know God will replace them with many more in order to heal your wonder heart.
*Adding to the Nest*
"I will not cause pain without something new to be reborn, says the Lord." Isaiah 66:9
Something that has almost been therapy for me is using my child like faith to draw pictures with God. Sometimes these pictures can share how I'm feeling more than even words or talking can do.
I had this story come into my head and so I drew this picture. It is about a bird that lived in a nest and in the same tree as her best friend. One day the other bird told her she tweets too much and doesn't see things the same. As the bird flew west the bird said, "I must go but I'll always love you and wish you well." As her friend left the tree she watched her fly away. She said, "but wait," as a tear dripped down her feathered face. As she felt deeply saddened she looked to the east and she saw many birds coming her way. God had sent her a fleet of new birds to replace the one that left the tree. She tweeted happy tweets and felt content knowing God sent others to love her.
The Challenge:
When someone leaves your tree or nest know God will replace them with many more in order to heal your wonder heart.
Saturday, November 12, 2016
424 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Stay a bit*
"Show your fear of God by standing up in the presence of elderly people and showing respect for the aged." Leviticus 19:32
It was one of those days yesterday where I knew I needed to get out. All the drama being played out on social media makes me want to retreat to the mountains.
I packed up my kiddos and headed up the mountain to Idaho Springs, CO! I love this peaceful sleepy mountain town. I always buy my favorite hand made soap, pick up a few little cross gifts and we eat ice cream. It's a dreamy way to spend the day!
As I walked down the sidewalk with my children we noticed an elderly woman sitting outside of the retirement home. I said hello.
Now normally I say hello and keep walking but the Holy Spirit said, "stay, sit down and enjoy her company." She gave my son a dime and my daughter a necklace. I thought we would make her day but her love made mine! We stayed for a bit and then as we said good bye I had my son give her a new Lavender soap I had just bought. It felt good to teach my children to enjoy Gods people instead of always passing them by.
The Challenge:
Try to stop rushing past people instead take time to meet them! God just may show you something incredible through that stranger you had planned to just walk by.
*Stay a bit*
"Show your fear of God by standing up in the presence of elderly people and showing respect for the aged." Leviticus 19:32
It was one of those days yesterday where I knew I needed to get out. All the drama being played out on social media makes me want to retreat to the mountains.
I packed up my kiddos and headed up the mountain to Idaho Springs, CO! I love this peaceful sleepy mountain town. I always buy my favorite hand made soap, pick up a few little cross gifts and we eat ice cream. It's a dreamy way to spend the day!
As I walked down the sidewalk with my children we noticed an elderly woman sitting outside of the retirement home. I said hello.
Now normally I say hello and keep walking but the Holy Spirit said, "stay, sit down and enjoy her company." She gave my son a dime and my daughter a necklace. I thought we would make her day but her love made mine! We stayed for a bit and then as we said good bye I had my son give her a new Lavender soap I had just bought. It felt good to teach my children to enjoy Gods people instead of always passing them by.
The Challenge:
Try to stop rushing past people instead take time to meet them! God just may show you something incredible through that stranger you had planned to just walk by.
Friday, November 11, 2016
423 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Unconditional Love*
"Love each other as I have loved you." John 15:12
I am absolutely shocked that with all that is happening around me I'm feeling strong still. I truly believe 423 Days ago God saved me because I needed to become tough for the times we are heading into. I need to be grounded so I can be of support to others. God is getting his people together quickly! In fact 1000's of Muslims have seen visions of Jesus and converted over to Christianity recently. And the Angels rejoice!
As the times are changing God is also placing the people around me that will be with me as we go into battle. I have lost a few friends this week due to politics. It hurt but what I have noticed is that God has sent many more to replace them. I'm finding people who are more like me and it feels good to find my people! God does not take something away unless something new is born.
The Challenge:
Have you ever lost friends do to your political or religious beliefs? They were loving you with conditions. This is an unsafe kind of love! Love unconditionally!
Thursday, November 10, 2016
422 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Letting Go*
"Now you are the body of Christ and each one of you is a part of it." 1 Corinthians 12:27
I'm feeling sad in this moment. I watched people completely turn on each other last night. This is not what God wants.
One of my very best friends of thirty years let me go as a friend because of our different political views. She said if I don't vote her way and support her then she can't be my friend anymore. It's like a death to me. Listen I'm sad but 422 days ago this would have ripped my heart out. I do not put my faith in people but in God above. He has truly strengthen my roots to weather these ugly storms.
Let me fill you in on a little secret. Me and my husband had different votes for presidents this year. Yesterday morning he still kissed me good bye! He still loves me!
I texted him last night saying this:
"I need you to know how proud I am that you are my husband. Facing people crap all over people over this election and shaming them for their vote. Thank you for not being a part of that movement."
He texted me back saying this:
"Love you. Even though we don't agree on everything. Why would one want to be with someone who does?"
The Challenge:
Our differences are what makes us complete! Our differences are what makes us stronger and our differences are what challenges us to be better people! Gods intention is for his people to complete each other! Remember that the next time you easily dismiss a persons value to your life.
Wednesday, November 9, 2016
421 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*God has the Final Say*
"It is better to trust the Lord than to put confidence in man." Psalm 118:8
My children are in school this morning and I need to do so many things. I need to go for a run, clean house, work and work on a video for the Christmas concert at our church. As I felt pulled in way too many directions God said, "Come to me!" So here I am. Finding quiet refuge in his LOVING arms. The one I fully trust!
It's been a challenging time for America. Last night Donald Trump was elected 45th president of the United States. He went through deep waters and many challenges. No one thought he could do it, they shamed him, mocked him, laughed at him and yet he stands.
He has many many flaws but hate and revenge will not make him a better man for our country! In the midst of this I see friends posting things, crying out and bashing him along with shaming fellow friends for their vote, which is the right our country is founded upon! In the end please hear this, our strength is not found through a politician! Our steadfast love will not be seen in calling our new president names.
The Challenge:
Love thy neighbor and do not put your faith into politicians but instead get down on your knees today and give your prayers to the one true King, Jesus Christ, the only one who truly hears our cries! Please offer Prayers for our new president and trust God has the final say in everything here on earth! God shared the rainbow to say all will be okay and it is no different here! All will be okay just TRUST our Lord!
Sunday, November 6, 2016
420 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Purple Cross Mission*
"Whoever is generous to the poor lends to the Lord. And he will repay him for his deed." Proverbs 19:17
Today me and my family went to a restaurant for lunch in the city. While my children played on the play equipment we noticed a young girl in her twenties going around and asking for someone to buy her lunch. Most people said no. When she got to us I asked my husband if I could help her and he said it was up to me.
I had these flashes of Lot from the Bible. He chose to help two angels disguised as men. Because Lot helped them they rewarded him by saving his family as they were about to destroy the corrupted city. We just truly never know if we are being tested but my heart said help and so I did.
When we went up to the cash register the girl took advantage of my kindness and ordered so much I had to say, "okay I think that's good." Lol! I ended the moment by giving her Purple Crosses and saying lunch was on Jesus today, not me!
The Challenge:
Sure we can't help everyone but when we are asked to help we should try to offer something even if it's as simple as a prayer upon their life. God will watch you and say, "That was good."
*Purple Cross Mission*
"Whoever is generous to the poor lends to the Lord. And he will repay him for his deed." Proverbs 19:17
Today me and my family went to a restaurant for lunch in the city. While my children played on the play equipment we noticed a young girl in her twenties going around and asking for someone to buy her lunch. Most people said no. When she got to us I asked my husband if I could help her and he said it was up to me.
I had these flashes of Lot from the Bible. He chose to help two angels disguised as men. Because Lot helped them they rewarded him by saving his family as they were about to destroy the corrupted city. We just truly never know if we are being tested but my heart said help and so I did.
When we went up to the cash register the girl took advantage of my kindness and ordered so much I had to say, "okay I think that's good." Lol! I ended the moment by giving her Purple Crosses and saying lunch was on Jesus today, not me!
The Challenge:
Sure we can't help everyone but when we are asked to help we should try to offer something even if it's as simple as a prayer upon their life. God will watch you and say, "That was good."
Friday, November 4, 2016
419 Days Saved - A Walk with Christ
*Take His Hand*
*God will hear your cry. He will lift you out of the pit of despair." Psalm 40: 1-2
I've been so deep this week. Deep in a good way. I feel at peace and very connected to God this week. I asked for a stronger connection and he's giving it to me.
I was going about my normal mom duties around the house when I had a vision the Lord wanted me to share. It was of a woman clinging desperately to a cliff. I could see the universe and God was in control of everything.
Beneath the girl was a fiery pit of despair. Satan was below and he almost appeared as an evil big horned sheep.
The girl was about to fall into the pit but then she said,"Lord, I believe in you, I trust you and I belong to you, not him." "Please Lord save me." Just then Gods Angels rejoiced in heaven, a rainbow stretched across the universe and wrapped around the earth. Gods hand parted the universe, came down from heaven and grabbed the woman's hand right before she fell into the dark pit of despair.
The Challenge:
Gods timing is perfect! Our salvation is like hanging from a cliff. We can ask for help or give up! This place called earth.... It's the cliff... It's our choice.
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